lost.
thats wad im feeling rite now.
got a lot of things to say but i have no idea where to start.

just came back from kampong last nite.it was fun.gotta meet grandparents for hari raya.haha
erm anyways ill just tok bout today.
woke up at 1130.neighbour visit.then aunt came a while later.
pas tu siap2 gi umah cik yah at pasir ris.erm all the other relatives meet there also before going to my place.ouh it was crazy.the eating part i mean.ate like kebezillion fried chicken lah!im so gonna gain weight..=DD
erm now im forcing myself to blog.i dunnoe why maybe cause its been a long time.ok wadever.
ouh yeah my hamster's crazy.no i think im crazy.fed her some of my fried chicken and she ate it like nobody's business ah.hahak.tt evil look on her face when she chews on the piece of meat.hehe reminds me of 'Hamsterville' from lilo & stitch the series.the evil genius hamster.muahaha! ok im lame

still havent had my hair cut.planned to keep it till next year but nowadays this small things getting more serious.
guess tts all now.
tata.

(verse1)
mari dgr cerita bdk2 zmn skrang,
ada pakai jubah,ada yang sparuh telanjang,
ada macam2 kulit putih tukar hitam,
ikut suka hati apa peduli halal haram,
masa kecik-kecik cita2 jadi doktor,
bile besar jadi lupa, jadi player jadi gengster,
apa kejadahnya?ayah kelu tak bkata,
mak garu kpala,masa dpn huru hara,
org bcinta dia pn gatal nak ikut,
bila maruah dah tergadai baru dada rasa semput,
ini kisah anak dara blm yg pemuda,
macam-macam ada,smpai xtau camna nk mula,
skolah blm abis dah lagak macam dewasa,
Islam hanya pada nama sume dia nak cuba,
boleh main cuba2,boleh main raba2.main sama2 bila kena sama rasa
tepuk dada tanya slera tanya iman tanya diri
tanya kaki sapa bagi sampai kita boleh diri
aku cuma cerita apa yang aku nampak
terpulanglah kat korang nak terima ataupun tak

(chorus)
budak zaman sekarang perangai pelik
orang kata buruk dia pandang suma cantiktak serik,
mana pergi rasa segan
kalau tak kat orang kurang-kurang pun kat tuhan
kuat manusia bergantung pada ilmu
setakat tunjuk otai takda orang respect kat lu
memang begitu,dunia untuk orang bijak
pandai-pandai hidup kalau tak nak kena pijak

(verse2)
cuba-cuba usha tengok-tengok sekeliling
bukan tengok dinding tapi minah senget mata juling
dia bukan buta,cuma buat-buat tak nampak
dia rasa seronok jadi budak rosak akhlak
harga diri murah jual badan kat lelaki
mcm balak dia confirm amik dia buat bini
sedarlah diri,sedarlah dari mimpi-mimpi
apa hari-hari kau memang gelap takda pagi?
konon pakai seksi sebab lelaki suka tengok
kalau lawa takpa cuma lawa sikit dari momok
pusingkan pandangan tengok pulak benda baru
budak jadi playa walau belum tumbuh buluapa benda tu?
khatan pun belum kering lagi
dah pandai pulak citer main sana main sini
tukar pompuan hari-hari, bukan ker kau tu muslim?
Nabi tak ajar kita tukar pompuan macam musim
macam main game, boleh buat sesuka hati
cuba pikir balik kemana kita lepas mati
tak payah kerek-kerek kita semua bukannye hebat
ingat atas sana ada kuasa lagi kuat

(chorus)

(verse3)
jom tengok-tengok budak-budak dekat sini
perangai pelik diorang tambah sikit dgn peragai gedik
dengan jersey besar,rantai pulak nak cecah lantai
topi kasi senget pastu carut tunjuk otai
pakai seluar besar padang, badan macam lidi
tepi angkat sikit kasi tayang bulu kaki,tayang itu ini tunjuk suma perangai buruk
memang teruk bila orang mula lagak beruk
buat apa sibuk-sibuk dengan trend masa kini
sanggup pakai mahal walau gadai itu ini
berhabis duit cuma sebab nak perhatian
semua atas sebab nak diri diperhatikan
inilah hakikat,kita pentingkan luaran
anugerah tuhan lebih sekadar ucapan

today was like any other day..
same old routines.
morning wake up sahur den go back to sleep den wake up again to go school.
ouhouh!i came to school wearing our class teeshirt and so did yusof!!wad a coincidence!!hahak and yesterday ke aper i wore the same colour shirt as dearest(orange)lol!
in school did videography project.my group was way ahead of the rest thanks to Joel and Kang.
although i felt like i was being left out of the group sometimes..i just kept it to myself..=(
but after i got 'warmed-up' a bit den started to contribute here and there even though it wasnt much.
went back to hostel slept for 2hrs..again.but it was worth it.
played soccer for cross-training.even though i wasnt fond of it nowadays,i still had fun playing as a team and as a left-back too!managed to tackle strikers here and there.
ouh and i have to conpliment Taufiq for being the keeper.he wasnt his usual blur and lagging self =P . everyone played well..yay!
went back with sharir and hanif.

sampai umah jer teros buke.ibu goreng mee.last minute.but it was awesome as usual.hahak
pas tu main ngan hamster ..so cute and fat lar that liya.cam anak kucing! hehe
so den here i am blogging and chatting with dearest.

sayonara..

orite..today cam biaser jer..bagun sahur makan nasi lauk telur kicap?hahak sedap jugak ah.ibu masak nye pasal eh..hehe
erm den pat skola ader cooking lesson.masak kueh taiwan.
i tot i always have the talent in culinary art.but i was FREAKING wrong.class after class my food asek tak jadi jer.hahak aper leh buat? practice lor..
hmm..den the rest of the day was occupied by sleeping.really.fers tido at binsar nye office den continue pat bilik lak..syok ah sambil tido tu dengar lagu dari kumpulan Shoutul Jundil Muslim.budak2 madrasah al juneid.hehe.
trg was way less intensed den yesterday.buat uphill sprint 5 times.pb 3.92s.bleh.apaper ah! den gi gym buat half squat.got one set tu seram gak ah pasal ngah angkat itu besi tetiber mapok siots!naseb ader org support pat blakang.phew!

anyways abah dtg fetch me den buke macam2 gak ah.he go afganistan restaurant and buy.tak sedap ah.now i just realised why i decided to go home everyday to buke.its not only because of the food but it was more of the family bonding ah.makan satu family is way more syok ah..serious.i dun regret coming all the way home from school everyday just to buke.hehe.

okeh guess tts it fer now.
ouh and i edited skit from yesterday's post.
bestest best fren wanna bbl now.dah tao saket..
bukan nye nak tido!
haha =D
ouh and sorry for the malay-ish posts
i just feel tt i can express myself better in my native language
chedebah!

argh..today freaking tired and scary sikit ah.
pagi-pagi piee and co. dah marah-marah lepas morning assembly..
pas tu gi lecture by mr steven quek.heard he's the rjc track coach.nice guy =)
talked bout the schedule for next year AUT course.interesting activities and assesments.hahak insyaallah.
the lecture habis at 1015 or so and then me and usop lepak at rec room.only the two of us.haha!!fun!fun!fun!
kol 12 gitu naik bilik den tido...till 2 o'clock.syok ah.
then kene gi assembly by the woodlands neighbourhood police.talked about youth crimes and the consequences.hais..got this malay guy gian nak mampos sampai tergamak utk raba2 pantat pompan.the sad case is that he got caught after only 4 attempts.memalukan masyarakat!tsk!
anyways.
bestest best fren ader amath eoy paper tadi.hope she does well not only for this but for all the other upcoming ones too.jia you!
trg was syok.but tough.must be the fasting.serious!lepas trg jer tekak kering-kontang and takder energy utk nafas pon! raser nak muntah pon ader jugak.tapi batal karang so rugi lah.tahan jer sampai balik rumah.naseb baik sharir nye mak bleh antar balek.thank you very much sharir's family!!
biler sampai umah jer dah buker.hahak aper lagik!? attack air ler...alhamdulillah..syok giler!!lol
hais..hari ni tak msg dier pon..dier pon tak msg aku gak.aper nak buat?pandai2 lah pikiak sendiri noh..hahak
i think i gg to sleep lepas sembahyang isyak.
penat giler babs lah..
hahak
ouh and i just realised how ive demoted from being skinny to scrawny!grr!!
ok lah guess tts all..
tata!

ok from the top left: tts the beach ball me and sis have been playing with this ramadhan
to the right is the first cake made on ramadhan
then below it is the biscuit ibu made this afternoon
bottom left is all so energetic and nonsense boboy
to his right is all so fat and buddha-like lyia(we still dunnoe how to spell her name)

peeps have been asking me to "update!update!"
so i shall..

yesterday didnt do much.really.
woke up at 230pm.watched tv for a while before spending the rest of the day watching a new anime which ive been hooked to.bleh.
besides tt..helped mummy make chocolate spongecake.
actually i only helped on the electric mixer's plug lar.but still...im helping rite?ok wadever

anyways today sikit-sebyk samer lah mcm smlm.
watch anime..still am.bleh
erm watch ibu make biskot.but dunnoe if jadi ke tak psl dough dier lembek semacam.hahak! kekek la she..
so ibu keep telling me to vacumm rumah since 4pm and i only did it 10 min ago.hahak so hooked to anime la..arse toot btol.
hmm..abah gotta wear glasses to read newspaper now and he seemed to be hooked to the battleship game on the cable tv.haha! like father like son.

realised me and abah really have many things in common.example when we sit crossed legged we keep playing with our right foot's toewith our left hand's fingers.hahak and we are TAURUSES!! cool!

guess tts all now.
nak buke skarang
bye

ouh i broke my glasses again
shucks!