C'est la vie

hey guys, i know i haven't been blogging for a long time. i don't have the mood la this few weeks. attachment isn't going so great also. the FM there is an asshole who can't think of anything else but money. yeah la, money makes the world go round..even in hell right? -__-"

on the brighter side, i only have 4 days of attachment left and still contemplating whether to resign early or continue suffering for another month =/

last friday was great.played street soccer with yusof, eugene, dickson and 3 other badminton guys. that was like the first time making my heart rate above 140 bpm! i felt pain at my heart everytime i took a deep breath but the feeling was very syok. i hope we get to play soccer more often next week since fasting month is just around the corner and i don't think i'll be active for the whole month :P

oh my right wisdom tooth grew again and the pain was terrible! couldn't eat properly and i had to chew very slowly and many times just to make sure the solid food don't get to my wisdom tooth. luckily it was only for 2 nights. went to sakura restaurant at far east yesterday with yusof's parents and friend from dubai. i felt really awkward cause i was the black sheep there and its like my first time having a 'proper' meal with some ang mohs. but the food there changed my impression of sakura. it was way nicer compared to the one at downtown east. urrgh!

i'm realy sorry for everything but
i need more

C'est la vie

Screwed Up

i'm just not prepared for sing open =( what a way to start rite? well yeah,thats exactly how i feel right now. all of a sudden, after Malaysia Open my performance dropped. yeah it definitely sucks! but its too late to change anything. just have to give it my best tomorrow..which is going to be damn slow. i'll seriously 'fly' over the hurdles man.bad bad bad feeling pls =((

i hope after today's 'ritual' i'll be much more prepared