Dreamer

This will be Muhammad Ridzwan Bin Roazlan's aims for this year

1. He shall do a pb for his 400m hurdles at the Thai Sports School Games and prove (to himself and some other ppl) that he is not burnt out!


2. He shall pass all his upcoming exams with distinctions...including those which he failed on the first exam.


3. He shall start saving!
   

Alright so that was that. I have been staring into empty space while on car/bus rides this few days. Thinking about my future plans in life. reflecting on wad i have done right and wrong and planning on doing something about it. For instance i have come to a conclusion that i shall be a sports doctor in the future! well i noe that i failed anatomy for the first exam but hey! you have to know wad failure feels like before u can know how success fells rite? wad im trying to say is that this failure is not the end to my way to becoming a doctor one day. in fact it shall be my motivation! yeap.

I've been thinking about my career as an athlete as well. Its really really really demoralizing to know that ur not improving in ur sport. i had come to a conclusion once again that i have no intension in continuing sports after uni and i have lost the drive to do 400m hurdles anymore. However while in 'deep thoughts' i was 'enlightened' and found the inspiration to do a personal best of 55.55s this year. at least. this had been my aim in the year start. i cant just stop half way and give up. its just not me!! so with enthu training mindset and putting trust in my coach's training programme, i shall do my best to achieve 55.55s my Thai Sports School Games.

I've been using a lot of shall in this post. i am willing to accept the fact some of the aims i have set might not be achievable. Islam have thought me,"kita hanya boleh merancang ALLAH yang menentukan segalanya" which means 'we can only plan, it is HE who allows it to come true." so by holding on to this philosophy, i shall once again use the word shall and do my best to reach this goals and be successful in life...Insya' allah.