Success??

you know, i've been thinking. what if i did become a sports doctor in the future (insya allah)? and what if i did break Singapore's 400m hurdles national record (insya allah)? and what if i was to have the loviest wife anyone could ever have (insya allah) and wad if i were to become successful in the future (insya allah)? wouldn't it be unfair?

i mean the saying goes, "you can't have everything in the world" and God is Most Fair. you can't have all the good things in life right? there will surely be something that is imperfect. for example, one of the political leaders of S'pore is filthy rich.but has a son who is retarded! and one 'religious' leader is successful, but has a daughter who doesn't abide by her religion and creates havoc to herself. na'uzubillah

And i've been thinking..what if i really were to be successful in the future. what will my 'sacrifice' be?? will my imperfections be reflected in my children?or my childrens' children?wallahu 'alam..
only God knows best.

sometimes i feel like wanting more..but somehow,i just couldn't.

Anw...
i finally got to the national library to borrow 'The Kite Runner' . i've finish reading 8 chapters already and i must say its extremely addictive! Thanks to my dear friend, NurSyafiqah, i have started picking up an interest in reading.