i know its kind of early to say this, but i've made up my mind to stop track for awhile (maybe forever?). i think the national service next year will be a more productive one. i'm talking about the cash here. all these years i've been running, sacrificing time and effort but there's no result, no purpose. not that i hate to run, in fact i love running la! especially the hurdles. but people are expecting too much too soon. i don't feel the support system la. can't i just run without worrying that coach will be disappointed? like how the skaters and roller bladders compete but their mindset has no pressure of disappointing anyone. i want that kind of environment in my sport!
ok you know what? that's what i'm going to do. just run with a free mind. nothing to lose, no one expecting anything from me. very nice, now i can't wait for sunday =D

anyway, so fast its already april. so many important dates coming!!
6th - 2nd All Comers Meet
7th - Ibu Birthday
8th - Essay and coaching dateline
10th - Prema's Written Assessment
15th - 2nd Anniversary
16th - Kak Tiqa & Kang Birthday
25th - Abg Luqman Birthday
26th - Yusof Birthday
29th - Reflective Journal Dateline

Macam-macam ada..Maka renung-renungkan =D