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I'm still alive, just invisible.
Thank You

Logical and Obvious.But seldom thought of..

Have you ever thought, "Why does it always seem that only I am facing hardship?"
Well guess what? The answer have been there for you..more than a millennium ago!

Surah Al Ankaboot ayat 2-3:

أَحَسِبَ النَّاسُ أَن يُتْرَكُوا أَن يَقُولُوا آمَنَّا وَهُمْ لَا يُفْتَنُونَ ﴿٢

2)) Do the people think that they will be left to say, "We believe" and they will not be tried?

(2) Patutkah manusia menyangka bahawa mereka akan dibiarkan dengan hanya berkata: Kami beriman, sedang mereka tidak diuji (dengan sesuatu cubaan)?

وَلَقَدْ فَتَنَّا الَّذِينَ مِن قَبْلِهِمْ ۖ فَلَيَعْلَمَنَّ اللَّهُ الَّذِينَ صَدَقُوا وَلَيَعْلَمَنَّ الْكَاذِبِينَ ﴿٣﴾

3))But We have certainly tried those before them, and Allah will surely make evident those who are truthful, and He will surely make evident the liars.

(3) Dan demi sesungguhnya! Kami telah menguji orang-orang yang terdahulu daripada mereka, maka (dengan ujian yang demikian), nyata apa yang diketahui Allah tentang orang-orang yang benar-benar beriman dan nyata pula apa yang diketahuiNya tentang orang-orang yang berdusta.

But wait! There's still more..
It comes with a solution too =D

Surah Al Baqarah ayat 153:

يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا اسْتَعِينُوا بِالصَّبْرِ وَالصَّلَاةِ ۚ إِنَّ اللَّهَ مَعَ الصَّابِرِينَ ﴿١٥٣

153)) O you who have believed, seek help through patience and prayer. Indeed, Allah is with the patient.

(153) Wahai sekalian orang-orang yang beriman! Mintalah pertolongan (untuk menjalani perintah Allah) dengan bersabar dan dengan (mengerjakan) sembahyang; kerana sesungguhnya Allah menolong orang-orang yang sabar

So what does the Quran teach us?

Remain steadfast and truly you cannot fail, and Allah (SWT) is Seeing to all of His servants.

Tabah menghadapi (ujian) nescaya datang lah kejayaan, dan Allah itu Maha Melihat.

Remembrance

Surah Al Baqarah ayat 152:

..فَاذْكُرُونِي أَذْكُرْكُمْ
fadz kuruni adz kurkum..
('Oleh itu, ingat lah Aku nescaya Aku mengingati mu..')
["Therefore remember Me, I will remember you.."]

Surah Al Ghafir ayat 60:

..ادْعُونِي أَسْتَجِبْ لَكُمْ

ud'uuni astajib lakum..
('Berdoa lah kamu nescaya akan Ku perkenankan..')
["Call onto Me and I will answer your (Prayer).."]

Dua ayat yang memberi kesan yang amat mendalam pada diri ku dan besar kemungkinan juga pada sesiapa sahaja yang mendalami ertinya. Allah telah memberi harapan dan rahmatnya supaya kita senantiasa mengingatinya dan hapuskan sifat berputus asa. Maka dari itu, 'Berusaha, Berdoa dan Tawakkal' kepada Nya nescaya dianugerahkan kejayaan dan keredhaan Nya insyaAllah. Amin.

[English]
"Two verses that has deeply impacted me and will most probably to anyone else who understands it. Allah has given us hope and Rahmah (Graciousness) so that we constantly remember Him and remove any sense of concede. Thus hold on and practise, 'Effort, Do'a and Tawakkal' and you will be rewarded with successes and His consent insyaAllah. Amin."

Better Myself

I feel that I'm not ready; Not ready to face the world. People always say that 'Besides God, You know yourself best' and I know that with the knowledge, 'amal and discipline that I have now, I'm not going to be able to uphold the responsibility as a Khalifah (Leader) that Allah has bestowed upon me.

As I type down this words, I tell myself how can I be like the Great Sahabah(ra) of our Beloved Prophet S.A.W. They are the masters of Knowledge, their Iman is as strong as the roots of the rainforest trees and they are the Heroes of Islam. They made things happen! I ask myself and those of you who are reading this, Are we just going to sit and look back at their achievements and forget about it when the story ends? Or are we going to at least try our very best to stay on their trail?

The world that we live in now is very old and the time of the Dajjal is coming near. We can see the signs are getting clearer by the days. People are getting killed, wars everywhere, casual sex, discarding newborns like it is a norm. I pray that Allah protects my family and may we be guided by Him to the right path. Amin. And when the Day comes, no one will be spared.

Surah Al Qiyaamah Verse 10 -12:

يَقُولُ الْإِنسَانُ يَوْمَئِذٍ أَيْنَ الْمَفَرُّ ﴿١٠
10)) That Day will Man say: "Where is the refuge?"
(10) (Maka) pada hari itu, berkatalah manusia (yang ingkarkan hari kiamat): Ke manakah hendak melarikan diri?

كَلَّا لَا وَزَرَ ﴿١١﴾
(11) By no means! No place of safety!
(11) Tak usahlah bertanya demikian! Tidak ada lagi tempat perlindungan!

إِلَىٰ رَبِّكَ يَوْمَئِذٍ الْمُسْتَقَرُّ ﴿١٢
(12) Before thy Lord (alone), that Day will be the place of rest.
(12) Pada hari itu, kepada Tuhanmulah sahaja terserahnya ketetapan segala perkara.

I envy those Hafiz. I envy those Mujahiddins. I envy those who earn their riches just to give it back to Allah s.w.t.

InsyaAllah the time will come when I am one of them. Amin.

Controversy

Lastest Oreo Cheeeeeeesecake!!!


The Base

The Filling

After Rich Chocolate Topping

Zooooooooooooom ++++++



I know you're Jealous ;)

The BIG Picture

Praying, alone will not determine the success to your goal.
But working and tawakkal will.

Other than the 5 pillars of Islam,
Pursuing knowledge and building silaturrahim is a big part to being a good Muslim.

You have to see the big picture and reason why we are created -
To worship and gaining HIS zat and rahmat
And sharing this philosophy with others.

This are some of my personal thoughts which I dramatically summarized. Hopefully it will help those reading this (including me) see the big picture and be the best that he/she can be. InsyaAllah.

Wowowo! :O

Probably the upcoming pâtissier (?)

The New Beginning...?

The days have been routine based. I don't know when i will start to change my life for a more interesting one and begin planning out my future, for real. Well I have nothing much to say here for now - like i said, my life has been a routine and whatever i say here is either confidential or i've already mentioned it somewhere in my 'old posts.'

One thing to look forward to however, is this Saturday! Can't wait to start driving again :)

School holiday ends today. Prepare for the morning and evening traffic jams =S

So many things happening, so many changes expecting. Hope everything will turn out well, InsyaAllah.

Action Speaks Louder Than WORDS

Sometimes you just have to see what others have done for you,
Instead of what have not been done.

Stop being lazy la, fuck

Farewell

I wish I had a cooler picture to show but I can't possibly take photos while in action. I'm not spiderman ;)

Sigh..

F*cked Up Fireman

A Tip

You know before I got enlisted into SCDF, people will always tell me stories about their experiences and tips on how to go through NS without getting screwed badly. Yeah and one of the tips I ALWAYS get is "If you mess something up and have no idea how to fix it and the Encik/Sir is going to give you a hell of a scolding session, just say 'Yes Encik. Sorry Encik. I was wrong Encik. Sorry Encik." Yup and what do you know? I had a cock up session during baris yesterday and that's exactly what I did and it worked! hahaha usually I'll get semulas' but after saying all that he, couldn't be bothered to semula me and we did the BTM only twice =))

I wonder if it'll work more then once..hmm time to test water ;)

Dialogues

Here is a couple of dialogues which i thought was funny or made an impact to me.

1st (happened a few days before my POC)

Me: Hello, Sop kau pat mane? (hello, yusof where are you?)
Yusof: Hello ah aku tengah makan uh. (hello yeah i'm eating.)
Me: Ouhh kau pat canteen eh? (ouhh you're at the canteen?)
Yusof: Huh? Tak uh aku pat gym. (huh? nope i'm at the gym.)
Me: Huh kau makan ape sia pat gym??! (what are you eating at the gym?!)
Yusof: Hahah aku tengah makan besi! LOL!! (i'm eating iron!)
Me: ........

2nd (happened a week in station during scenario drill)

Encik: Wan 'kopek' hydrant Wan!!
(walking around looking blur and lost) Me: ignored his order and carry on looking blur and lost.
Encik: (Comes to me slowly and calmly, than smacks me on the head!)
Me: Encik, encik cakap ape encik? kopek udang saya tau la.
Encik: ehhh hello sergeant..operate hydrant laa
Me: ........

Congratulations, i just learned a fireman's slang to operate the hydrant..hehe =P

3rd (happened on the second week during wet scenario drill)

Encik: Wan cepat Wan ade fountain (burst hose) pergi 'lari' hose.
Me: (holding on to a new hose and chunck it aside)
Encik: Eh Wan ape kau buat?? Pergi lari hose!lari hose!
Me: ???
Encik: Wan pergi lay hose.....
Me: ohhhhhh

Yes once again congratulations.. so apparently that's how you learn in a station. Wish there was a better way though =/

Life

This was a present given to me by my gf before enlisting into National Service (NS). It was intended as a reminder of her. It was the sweetest thing she did before Ns la seriously I was so bloody damn touched that I decided to read it again. Yup I read through the pages and this was what caught my attention. "I know that you'll always be willing to listen to my complains while you're in there.." It caught my attention because that's exactly what I did NOT do! I feel so irresponsible and useless while reading it and I still feel it now. If you're reading this dear, please forgive me =((
However, sometimes I do feel useless and hopeless when I have nothing to say but that doesn't mean I'm not listening. My mind is just not matured enough to analyse the things you say and reply to it =/

Looks like she's sleeping while reading her bio notes? Nooooooooo! I was the one who slept when I was suppose to keep her company. heheh mane lah org tu tak boring satu hari =P I hope this Sunday would be better for us when we meet after my duty =D

Tomorrow would be one of the big day for me in station 13. I'll be DO sect comd so it's first wet drill and first DO sect comd =(( good luck to me. Anyway I'm still deciding on when to enroll for class 2a =/ I want my S4 soon!