heyhey!
well spent the whole day at home watching movies today =))
managed to catch my favourite anime movie NARUTO the movie and naruto the movie 2.
all i could say was they were really awesome.thats is if u are an anime fanatic in the fers place.haha
erm yeah anyways tmrs Hari Raya Haji and guess wad?im spending it alone!hahah well sort of la.tmr morning go for prayers at mosque and then head to mak long's.spend a few hours there den cabot home.oh yeah abang man is having his korban tmr and im gonna see =D
usop killer oso gonna korban tmr..asked me go see but i gotta go aunts house =(
wonder whens my turn? =/
hehe.
well guess thats it.
oh btw i injured my hamstring while attempting to do the split on friday and now it hurts even to walk =(
hopefully this 3 days rest can help me recover faster.
i better get some sleep now or tmr nak bagon macam ayam berak kapur!
good nite.

was at usops yesterday.it only took us 1hour this time to go from my place to his! it was great cos i didnt feel tired during and after the journey and didnt stop for a break like i used to.hehe im so proud of myself. =D finally got to put my laptop into action at his house cos the wireless connection there was much better.spent the whole day there doing nth but watch movie and wating for something to happen.oh yes then i tagged along with the family for dinner at bilal's retaurant.it was really nice and i dun mean the food =( heheh.it was already cold and the place was air conditioned and it was raining ouside.PLUS i was wearing my new balance berms which didnt help me feel warm!=(
today took taxi from usop hse cos it was raining super heavily.trg was quite easy today.did intervals and stomach back plus all the other exercises.jumpers didnt have trg today!sheesh! anyways yeah giggs dad fetch us back and had lunch there.ok now everything seemed to go wrong after i left his place to go back home.first!! somebody msged me and it WASNT A PLEASANT one! secondly! i didnt have enuff money in my pocket to take 2 buses.third! my foot got stuck in the mud outside ikea there and when i tried to pull it out MY flip flops got stuck and my whole foot were covered with mud plus my whole bag got splashed mud too! forth! i didnt bring back my one and only glasses and now my eyes are crying in pain!argh!!
hais...=(( sedih..sedih...kenaper so pathetic?
nak look on the positive side?well i got my cap which protected me from the rain and mud too!hahha and my laptop didnt fall to the victiom of the rain?and mud?hahah wadever lah
yeah guess thats abt it.
good nite
looks like ill be flying solo now.
well it didnt make any difference.

ok crap woke up at 4pm today.usop came yesterday evening.as usual he cycled here..hahah erm yeah then at 130am we cycled to the nearest 7eleven store.ended up we cycled our way to pasir park and went back home at 7am! wanted to watch the sun rise but ter-sleep pulak..=( by the time we reach home sumer orang dah pergi batam for shopping.cycled to tamp for dinner.tmr going to cycle to usop's cos i promise him so if he stayed over for another day.
orite gonna sleep now.
good nite.

orite these past few days was great.

although it was raining and flooding,i must always look on the bright side of life rite?

heheh and so i did..went shopping with a friend of mind.well not really shopping ah but window shopping?huh?ahah yeah.anyways got myself a cap and it somehoew suits me.although i do look like a 'mat', i still like it.hehe.

den the next day still raining and flooding even more!but still went training.hahaha training was super fun!did 6 different exercises and the rest in between were long.hahak everyone was cracking jokes and laughing like crazy!hahak balpreet kana suan by yusof so many times but she still relek only.lol.wad a sport!

it started to rain super duper crazily heavy after training and only had 2 kaput umbrellas to share with 4 people.hahak although the umbrellas didnt help much cos we were still drenched wen we reach the busstop.the journey was fun and hilarious!empat manusia dengan 2 payung kaput jalan dalam hujan lebat giler mampuih! hahah riuh satu kampong! gerek giler babs nye...in the we found out that giggs(who were with us) parents were coming to fetch him from trg.hahha cud have fetch us too but no regrets! every droplet of rain i got hit by was worth it!

today a bit terror cos i caught the flu virus.but still trained with the runny nose.did 5 sets of 200m hurdles.then went home and had major fever!didnt sleep though.played comp all the way until anak metropolitan 2 started.suzhairie is so cool!haha.den in the evening went to find my laptop and guess wad?i FINALLY GOT IT!!hahahah woohoo!!syok giler babe...

orite best..3 of the items in my wishlist for 2007 have been fulfilled.

1. get new phone/at least new batts ( -_-")
2. get a laptop
3. new glasses
4. new spikeshoe
5. new bike
6. new GF (JUST KIDDING! ;P)

well i better get some rest now.good nite.

friday,saturday and sunday was super freaking tiring!
friday after training mariam's mum fetch me home so can take my time for friday prayers.den after tt had to rush to kallang and meet giggs for soccer at 'the cage'.played for 2 hours den went straight to mak ngah house at yishun.datang jer terus kener cuci pinggan mangkok.hahak damn!decided to go back earlier so dad tell me take 39 home.
saturday pulak woke up at 10(missed subuh =P).
go back yishun ad guess wad?cuci pinggan mangkok lagi ler..but this time had to help out with the dapur department.heheh funny and kecoh ah the makciks-makciks there.eventhough i could feel the tiredness but tetap kener tolong jugak..kakak sedare punya pasal gua ikhlas beb!! lol.anyways yeah nikah start kol 6 lebih ah.abg mohamad lafaz sekali jer!hahah but could see the tension in his face ah.aper tak nye,all eyes and ears on u brudder...but congratulations to the two of u.semoga kekal abadi bersama.went back at ard 1am.slept ard 230am.
today wake up at 9(miss subuh again).
balik yishun lagi..but this time got no duty ah so lepak one coner with relatives.they had karaoke session.everyone was sobo-ing each other.abah sang once,pak lang sang 4 times(all english ok!), busu iza once,angah twice etc.oh and we had a special guess.haji kassim selamat who sang his original song,la obe and angan-angan bilis.den gedebak-gedebuk sampai rumah terus on comp and here i am blogging.
im so tired and i need someone to follow me shopping tmr.
seriously.
bye.
wad are u thinking rite now baby?

was surfing the web when i came across this article.

it says: "i have difficulties expressing my feelings and problems to even my loved ones.
and i am really hoping that i could just blurt out my problems to the world.
i am so tired of keeping them.
i am so tired of breaking down.
i dont think i can take them anymore.
i'm in a need to express out my feelings..."

then i thought, oh my god! thats exactly wads happening to me! to some it may seem ridiculous but hey everyone has their weakness rite? and sadly the case is,this weakness has made my relationship very shaky. although i may look ok on the outside but inside, my heart burns.it cries begging for someone to help.HELP!!

dear someone,
i check out your blog every morning and every night, even though i know that you wont be posting this month. i just wanna know how you are and how have you been doing. to know that you're happy makes me happy. to tell you the truth, im sometimes afraid of replying your smses because im afraid that if i say something wrong it'll make you feel mad or sad. hmm maybe thats why i dun talk much too cos im afraid. i know you're a good person. you have tried to make me open up to you even if im so freaking hard -headed(kepala batu).it makes me feel that you care. i want to be showed care and love just like you do. most of the time i dont feel the chemistry between us anymore. maybe its my fault? when i shut up.you're not happy and find excuses like 'i wanna sleep' or 'im tired' to escape from me. wth am i suppose to say then?? sorry that i suck at words.and i dun make u seem like im interested.you make me feel alive in my dead world every time ur with me.when u talk about other guys trying to get close with u,i am jealous even though i always say 'nah..its ok' or 'sure no problem'. heck you! why the hell wouldnt i be?! you're my girlfriend for goodness sakes!

now i realise.it is my fault.my fault not telling you all this so long time ago.
i love you.i FUCKING do.
im afraid to lose you.
you're the one who makes me feel good.
you're the only one who can give me the 'nite coughs'
you're the only one who can give me the 'nice chills' at nite.

listen and respond.

we are getting nowhere....

but down.

ok just a quicky.

yesterday went cycling with nazri.started at his house den went to bedok resevoir.tampines park,pasir ris park.by the time we reached pasir ris park it was 630.the scenery was awesome.it was so calm and the sky was so just beautiful.rest at the rocks and crapped for half an hour before moving on.wanted to cycle to changi village but his bike cannot take it.plus i practically destroyed his paddle(but i bought him a new pair rite away ok!) hehe budget ones ah.guess thats it for tmr?yeah.

today trg did hurdles while the sprinters did 150mX5.first time coach tegur me.hehe quite scary la the first few times but then i realised thats just the way the talks =/ anyways giggs will be staying over at my place for this week.its nice to have company in the house sometimes.got myself a hair cut today.dun really like it la but wad to do?just have to wait till it grows back...which will take ages for my case! plus today wanted to go out but in the end cancel.hais..

ok thats all for today.

cabot.

argh you fucker! always giving me a heartache!

orite came back from cycling an hour ago. this time with my OWN bike!! wahahahah!!! after trg we(kang, pak usop and i) went to pak usop house.rest and change there before going to rp for lunch.den me and pak usop went for friday prayers while kang go back pak usop house and rest there. went back to nap to nap before starting our journey. started cycling at 5? ard there ah. cycled to the south of singapore. bicycle brakes gave a hell lot of problems. everytime stop, surely cos of my brakes. heheh. =P new bike summore. anyways..rode up to mount faber i think. wah the view is so SEDAP...hehe. although it was hell climbing it but the downlope was super duper extra deedupeer rewarding!!! serious...tak bohong..after that went to this secret but not so secret place where "if you noe you noe but if u dunnoe u dunnoe?" haha yeah. ate roti john and satay before moving on. with the extra load on...fuyoi!! the 'gear' also extra heavy.hehe.ouh btw saw an 'almost' accident between a taxi and two stoopid crazy girls who cross the freaking road wen the bright red man is on. wah senja2 summore. scary beb...!! sampai almost terkencet pat sluar. kwahx3!! funny sia u ridzwan!! -_-"
okok cycled to east coast park.was damn syok ah..the cool sea breeze blowing and the nice fresh air(compared to the road). cycle cycle cycle until we reach changi village. ate dessert den we all gotta go SHEE SHEE. hahak got in oni wah piang got that shit smell sia! ler...ruper2 nye mamat ni terberak pat lantai! wah..aper lagi kener tengking ngan bapak dier on the spot! hehe ok so thats our last pit stop before we all went home..even pak usop hu stays at woodlands. still cycling now..hopefully. all the best 'FRIEND' ;)
ok so now here i am blogging...bleh.
mater dah layu giler ni...but brain still crazy dun want me to sleep.
ouh thanks KAWAN for the songs.
ortie gtg.
good nite.
im still missing u...

HAHAHAH!! YESSSAR!! finally got my bike! now in pak usops house. still need to 'operate' here and there before can start REMPIT-ing. heheh! orite so one of my wish down. still got 5-1 more to go. man man lai...
today trg was madness. warm only damn tiring. dunnoe why la but somehow trg with Slava super tiring even though i did the exercises before. plus this is his low intensity. hmm..no wonder those malaysian guys super fast. his low intensity is our normal trg! wth la..crazy rite?!hahah.anyways did 150m X 2 (test). then bunny hop 5 sets. one leg hopping 1 set plus 2 boundings. and thats it! BUT it was freaking tiring lar!! shucks man..can stress it enuff.hais..but lucky gym trg wont start till next year.
then went to pak usop house. lepak there awhile before we went to get my bike. after that went around woodlands just to season the bike, went back to his house before going back home.
watched one of my favourite shows, wildboyz! hahak this time they went to India! hahah crazy..they went to this temple where 'The Kamasutra' originated, taught and still does! hahah the whole temple was carefully carved with the different Kamasutra positions.hehheh the caretaker there told them that the architech who built the temple liked women with big boobs cos all the carved out women had BIG boobs! lol! then they met this guy who had his gift 'hidden'..literally. yes its his weenie, penis, d**k, c**k, magic stick etc.hehe. he could pull a car with 2 passengers inside over 30m or so.
0.0 *im speechless* 0.0
ouh yeah they met this guy who could stick a nail into his eye.hahahah crap man...thats why i love the show so much! its for bored ppl who wants to be entertained! well done la..
gonna sleep early again tonite.
im missing you...=(

ok was watching youtube wen i came across a video made by the 'Belia2 masjid'.have already linked them.just click on the link to find out more abt them.
anyways...today went around surveying for my bike with pak usop.tmr also going..i cant wait to get that bike! abah say can get by this week and he willing to 'top-up' for me.that'll really help a whole lot cos might be going cycling again this weekend and the bike isnt cheap.
thats that.
just now trg not as bad.did walking hurdles.plus an extra exercise-hopping.lucky the hurdle put to the lowest height if not die la..!! coach told us that he did ONE-LEG HOP over TEN HURDLES eith the height of 99.1cm!sheesh!!no wonder so pro.his p.b. for 400h was 50.9s and 110h was 13.71s.kk and he did that when he was only 18yrs old.basket!
today is the 5th of december.two more days till adik nye birthday and im not getting her anything.aiyah hu cares?like as we celebrate birthdays..=/ besides,she'll be staying over my aunts house again for god noes how long..?good for her la.at least she got company there to layan her.stay at home oso nothing to do cos everyone usually not home.
tmr got test again..this time its 150m.i noe i'll do badly for it.for sure!ouh yeah.2 of my juniors joined the group.noreen and piriyah.hahah!!and maybe this certain superstar-wannabe joining also.sorry =P
ok guess thats all for now.tired ready wanna sleep early.
btw well done to the soccer boys for the consistent wins.
keep up the good work!
ps.lord of the rings rocks!
even after watching it kebezillion times!
im missing you...=(

ok basically im blogging cos im bored and someone told me to.
today trg got test-60mX2, standing board jump and 300m which i did terribly.didnt feel tired after the test though, but legs were heavy and full of lactic.obviously cos of the cycling and WALKING from ponggol to woodlands in the middle of the nite!
hahah!stooopid me, must cycle over a nail! road so damn big still must hit that spot..sheesh.aiyo its pak usops bike summore..=( anyways cycling so ROCKS! kk i gotta get my own bike a.s.a.p. so can go cycling again and at least if i run over a nail again it'll be on my bike! great expirience.saw some real remp-it! it was so cool la..got this guy ride his motorcycle pass us and he turn on the nitro!wah piang wei..!fatal ah!!hahah but so ngeri ah..if got collision confirm fly..straight to hospital...-__-"
ouh yeah..started training with the new coach,mr slava smth-smth.his from serbia and a 110m hurdler.coached my rival and now he coaches me =/?! well at least now i dun have to worry about speaking malay all the time cos mr slava here speaks malay fluently than english.hmmm..cool rite.yes of cos.wonder wads for trg tmr..?

hais...im so bored.
im missing you...=(

I AM SO FREAKING BOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED.

today had trg i the morning.den went home straight.cousin and her anak angkat,haney ariel came and will be staying in my hse till friday.hahak that girl ah.fers time see me scared ready.its not as if im Wacko Jacko or smth! =/ she starting to get season with my presence ready ah..so by thursday..i suspect we'll be close.only then can i make my 'move'..Muahahahahah!!! just kidding.=P
well guess thats abt it.
i am so in nee of life
and so in need of money!

current addiction is the 60s,70s n 80s!!

woah..today the legend,pele, came to sports school during trg.although his arrival wasnt that grand,i assume those who know him were excited.i know the teachers were.i know i was!wahaha wth.didnt manage to at least shake his hand ah..wasted!if not..haha bye bye hand!im gonna cut you off and frame it in my room! 0.o! kwang3...
anyways that was the highlight for the day i guess.yang lain-lain tu cam biaser ah.lepak2 at usop hse.go back chat on msn abit den shui jiao..yeah la then now blogging.
see how la.hopefully tmr not like this.anyway adik on the way back from mak ngah hse.yay!its been 2 weeks since i last saw her.hahak and i already miss her..noise.just kidding!but wads 2 weeks man?still got others more worse rite..1 year den get to see their family.poor thing ah.tsk!
well i think im gonna shui jiao early tonite.
mata dah layu semacam ni.
kehkehkeh!
chao!

nth much happen 'last nite'.went to airport to send mr paul rainer off to germany..for the last time.it was quite sad to see him leave actually even though he only coached me for 1 year.disappointed that there wasnt any farewell parties although they sayid there wud be.but wadever it is its too late now..=/
3 of my friends are sleeping over so they can catch the man u and chelsea match(which they drew 1-1).den later at 8 gg skul together for trg.im so gonna die la!its 333am and im still wide awake.watched 'remp it!' and i didnt really enjoy it la.maybe cos my stereo terok case?hahah!
well i better get some rest now.
tata!

yesterday was simply BLOODY BRILLIANT !

oh gosh today was the last day i step into boarding school.next year no more boarding liao..will be staying somewhere near school so can go for morning trg.kindda have this happy and sad feeling at the same time.it sucks.well i guess i just have to be more independant next year.hahak.
gonna go out later..evening to god knows where..
hopefully everything will turn out well by the end of the day.
and pray hard that the rain stops or it'll spoil the day.
ouh sis just got back her PSLE results.
I'm not quite happy with her points though.but hopefully she can prove me wrong when shes in secondary school.lol.
anyways this week trg i felt super tired and the volume have increased so it didnt help me one bit.having muscle soreness now but thats good.
kk.lazy to blog ready.
maybe ill update again tonight.
insyaallah.
ps:currently addicted to the chicken dance song.=P

k..i was rite.today is the same as yesterday.read my previous post if u wanna noe..=/
last nite wasnt so bad.had a chat with my primary school best fren,haziq.interesting guy with an interesting life.

kk im so freaking bored rite now and its gonna be a few more hours before i leave for school.dun think ill be eating dinner tonite.gotta start saving for god knows wad?hahak so lame rite?nvm ah,its my money.ouh yeah tmr till wednesday got that freshman camp.gotta help out ms jacklina(i not sure bout the spelling) with her station.=/ was quite excited in the beginning but now i feel so the 'urgh'.this week is the last week ill be staying in boarding before i move out.

the wildboyz really cheered me up last nite =D
thats good.
hhak
btw im attempting to keep my hair till next year
just to see how long itll grow.
currently i dun see any improvement in the hair length.
anyone got any tips can tag me.
xie2 ni.

today went by fast.seriously.woke up at 1130am and didnt know wad to do.in the end watch tv and played computer.until now.sheesh!erm i ate 2 pieces of instant pratas with sugar and drank tea for breakfast/lunch.stoned for a couple of hours in the living room thinking..continued playing comp for the rest of the day until stomach too hungry.attempted to cook rice without using rice cooker and it turned out chao da at the bottom plus the rice is hard and sticky.but who cares?!if ur hungry anything u eat seems ok.hahak had plain rice with 2 eggs.and drank 'season's ice lemon tea' =D
guess thats abt it for today.
boring huh?
yeah i know.
wad to do..no life mah.
not gonna be suprised if tmrs the same.
sheesh.

today is the day i officially graduate from secondary school.just like that.disappointed that there aren't going to be any speacial ceremonies(prom,outing) for my batch.sheesh!how sad..
anyways just now in school just lepak the whole time in library and comp lab.that 'shim' chased us from going to the course cause we didnt attend the previous lesson.hey we had to finish our bloody project ok.tsk.then i had to miss the speacial lunch cos trg starts in half an hour time..dun have enuff time to digest.but today trg not intensed lar..uphill sprints 5times only den stomach back.den went back home with nazri..
my family members all chao kampong den i alone at home super sian..-_-" im so hungry now but theres nth at home.got my nutella but got no bread..sheesh.
ouh btw to those who msged me sorry i didnt reply cos phone spoil.now using sisters phone.haha!
ouh this coming monday to wenesday got camp for the next years batch.wonder how good the next batch will be..
guess thats bout it.
currently addicted to p ramlee's songs..
dont ask me why i have no idea?
hahak

well done ah..todays match powerful.played at kallang's 'the cage' with the trackers.it was super fun although most of my teammates(naz,kang,giggs,zul),including me got screwed by the other two teams.managed to score a couple of goals in the early and late part of the games.the enclosed field made my breathing difficult and was already panting like crazy the first 15 mins.hopefully everyone enjoyed it and recovers asap.
seriously tired and starving rite now.gonna eat maggi den go knock out i guess.going school in 3 hours time.bleh..

yesterday went jln raya with some of the sports school frens.didnt manage to visit many houses cos noone planned properly but i enjoyed every minute of it.=)
the best house i went to was bee's house.first time went to a house tts so freaking huge! so obviously i 'jakon' the moment we came to the house ah.its so big but still very well decorated.reminded me of the show on mtv:cribs.hahak.
anyways we only get to visit like 5 houses in 9 hours!basket tol.ohoh btw i saw this couple while we were walking to mrt.omg they are so damn cute la.hahak fadhlina knows. ;)
last house was at syafiq junior.nice parents.den terserempak with the sec2 group there also..went home with yusof after that.ok ah apek taxi tu lame sak!mlm2 nak ajak bbl.dah lah kiter penat.lol layan kan jer ah.sorry hor apek!
later afternoon got hal at kallang.i think we have enough ppl this time..

was chatting with SH telling me to update my blog.hahak thanks la deyy..=)

this week trg made my whole body ache and tmr gonna go jln raya with the last-year-ppl?huh?haha.si liao la my legs.. Xp anyways this sunday got good stuff happening at kallang.not gonna say wad.cant wait but more ppl are pulling out from it.hmm..

was thinking bout my wishlist for 2007:

1. get new phone/at least new batts ( -_-")
2. get a laptop
3. new glasses
4. new spikeshoe
5. new bike
6. new GF (JUST KIDDING! ;P)

thats all for now. currently addicted to the song 'pencinta wanita' by irwansyah and 'hari ini dan semalam' by j mizan.

slept super duper late last nite/morning.dad woke me up 15mins later for prayer.after pray went back to sleep till 3pm.adik buat perangai pasal tak dpt kluar cos it was gonna rain.2 of my cousins came to overnite here so at least they can help cheer sis up a bit.hais..she ah.anyways going back to school in a couple of hours more.i dunnoe why but im having this weird feeling.happy yet sad.relieved yet disturbed.=/

gotta clear things up asap before 'it' gets worse..hope for the best and things goes well for me.=)

thats all i guess.

sayonara..

today was great!
at least the second half of the day.
the first half was shocking and heart breaking.
hais.....

anyways..
had visitors in the evening.
someone was there too..=))
then walk them to the 168 busstop
it was nice... ;)
haha

den now just came back from nite tour.
ate satay at east coast.
guess thats all.

good nite.

first things first.
im sorry to those who's heart i have hurt.
over and over and over again.
u noe hu u are.

the past few days have been boring.generally.
go school for 1-2 period den the rest of the day free.
so wad do we(me and ex-roomie)do?
we did smth tt we shouldnt do.
blahblahblah
we got caught.the second time.got away with a warning again.
next day after got warning roomie pon quit boarding...
so now im all alone.in the room.with no roommate..
=DD
hahak.
im a good boy.*wink*
but its kindda weird though
no more unnessesary noise from him.
aiyah.afew more weeks until i move out myself.
so...not so bad lar.haha

anyways.this year hari raya got no 'umph' ah.
the mood not there.
quite sad actually.
its a once a year celebration after a month of fasting.
maybe cause everyones having their exams and need to study.
yeah..so insya allah ader chance next year.amin.

anyways i guess tts all fer now.
tata.
PS:for those hu fasted,slmt hari raya.
for those hu didnt, i'm sorry. =P

lost.
thats wad im feeling rite now.
got a lot of things to say but i have no idea where to start.

just came back from kampong last nite.it was fun.gotta meet grandparents for hari raya.haha
erm anyways ill just tok bout today.
woke up at 1130.neighbour visit.then aunt came a while later.
pas tu siap2 gi umah cik yah at pasir ris.erm all the other relatives meet there also before going to my place.ouh it was crazy.the eating part i mean.ate like kebezillion fried chicken lah!im so gonna gain weight..=DD
erm now im forcing myself to blog.i dunnoe why maybe cause its been a long time.ok wadever.
ouh yeah my hamster's crazy.no i think im crazy.fed her some of my fried chicken and she ate it like nobody's business ah.hahak.tt evil look on her face when she chews on the piece of meat.hehe reminds me of 'Hamsterville' from lilo & stitch the series.the evil genius hamster.muahaha! ok im lame

still havent had my hair cut.planned to keep it till next year but nowadays this small things getting more serious.
guess tts all now.
tata.

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tepuk dada tanya slera tanya iman tanya diri
tanya kaki sapa bagi sampai kita boleh diri
aku cuma cerita apa yang aku nampak
terpulanglah kat korang nak terima ataupun tak

(chorus)
budak zaman sekarang perangai pelik
orang kata buruk dia pandang suma cantiktak serik,
mana pergi rasa segan
kalau tak kat orang kurang-kurang pun kat tuhan
kuat manusia bergantung pada ilmu
setakat tunjuk otai takda orang respect kat lu
memang begitu,dunia untuk orang bijak
pandai-pandai hidup kalau tak nak kena pijak

(verse2)
cuba-cuba usha tengok-tengok sekeliling
bukan tengok dinding tapi minah senget mata juling
dia bukan buta,cuma buat-buat tak nampak
dia rasa seronok jadi budak rosak akhlak
harga diri murah jual badan kat lelaki
mcm balak dia confirm amik dia buat bini
sedarlah diri,sedarlah dari mimpi-mimpi
apa hari-hari kau memang gelap takda pagi?
konon pakai seksi sebab lelaki suka tengok
kalau lawa takpa cuma lawa sikit dari momok
pusingkan pandangan tengok pulak benda baru
budak jadi playa walau belum tumbuh buluapa benda tu?
khatan pun belum kering lagi
dah pandai pulak citer main sana main sini
tukar pompuan hari-hari, bukan ker kau tu muslim?
Nabi tak ajar kita tukar pompuan macam musim
macam main game, boleh buat sesuka hati
cuba pikir balik kemana kita lepas mati
tak payah kerek-kerek kita semua bukannye hebat
ingat atas sana ada kuasa lagi kuat

(chorus)

(verse3)
jom tengok-tengok budak-budak dekat sini
perangai pelik diorang tambah sikit dgn peragai gedik
dengan jersey besar,rantai pulak nak cecah lantai
topi kasi senget pastu carut tunjuk otai
pakai seluar besar padang, badan macam lidi
tepi angkat sikit kasi tayang bulu kaki,tayang itu ini tunjuk suma perangai buruk
memang teruk bila orang mula lagak beruk
buat apa sibuk-sibuk dengan trend masa kini
sanggup pakai mahal walau gadai itu ini
berhabis duit cuma sebab nak perhatian
semua atas sebab nak diri diperhatikan
inilah hakikat,kita pentingkan luaran
anugerah tuhan lebih sekadar ucapan

today was like any other day..
same old routines.
morning wake up sahur den go back to sleep den wake up again to go school.
ouhouh!i came to school wearing our class teeshirt and so did yusof!!wad a coincidence!!hahak and yesterday ke aper i wore the same colour shirt as dearest(orange)lol!
in school did videography project.my group was way ahead of the rest thanks to Joel and Kang.
although i felt like i was being left out of the group sometimes..i just kept it to myself..=(
but after i got 'warmed-up' a bit den started to contribute here and there even though it wasnt much.
went back to hostel slept for 2hrs..again.but it was worth it.
played soccer for cross-training.even though i wasnt fond of it nowadays,i still had fun playing as a team and as a left-back too!managed to tackle strikers here and there.
ouh and i have to conpliment Taufiq for being the keeper.he wasnt his usual blur and lagging self =P . everyone played well..yay!
went back with sharir and hanif.

sampai umah jer teros buke.ibu goreng mee.last minute.but it was awesome as usual.hahak
pas tu main ngan hamster ..so cute and fat lar that liya.cam anak kucing! hehe
so den here i am blogging and chatting with dearest.

sayonara..

orite..today cam biaser jer..bagun sahur makan nasi lauk telur kicap?hahak sedap jugak ah.ibu masak nye pasal eh..hehe
erm den pat skola ader cooking lesson.masak kueh taiwan.
i tot i always have the talent in culinary art.but i was FREAKING wrong.class after class my food asek tak jadi jer.hahak aper leh buat? practice lor..
hmm..den the rest of the day was occupied by sleeping.really.fers tido at binsar nye office den continue pat bilik lak..syok ah sambil tido tu dengar lagu dari kumpulan Shoutul Jundil Muslim.budak2 madrasah al juneid.hehe.
trg was way less intensed den yesterday.buat uphill sprint 5 times.pb 3.92s.bleh.apaper ah! den gi gym buat half squat.got one set tu seram gak ah pasal ngah angkat itu besi tetiber mapok siots!naseb ader org support pat blakang.phew!

anyways abah dtg fetch me den buke macam2 gak ah.he go afganistan restaurant and buy.tak sedap ah.now i just realised why i decided to go home everyday to buke.its not only because of the food but it was more of the family bonding ah.makan satu family is way more syok ah..serious.i dun regret coming all the way home from school everyday just to buke.hehe.

okeh guess tts it fer now.
ouh and i edited skit from yesterday's post.
bestest best fren wanna bbl now.dah tao saket..
bukan nye nak tido!
haha =D
ouh and sorry for the malay-ish posts
i just feel tt i can express myself better in my native language
chedebah!

argh..today freaking tired and scary sikit ah.
pagi-pagi piee and co. dah marah-marah lepas morning assembly..
pas tu gi lecture by mr steven quek.heard he's the rjc track coach.nice guy =)
talked bout the schedule for next year AUT course.interesting activities and assesments.hahak insyaallah.
the lecture habis at 1015 or so and then me and usop lepak at rec room.only the two of us.haha!!fun!fun!fun!
kol 12 gitu naik bilik den tido...till 2 o'clock.syok ah.
then kene gi assembly by the woodlands neighbourhood police.talked about youth crimes and the consequences.hais..got this malay guy gian nak mampos sampai tergamak utk raba2 pantat pompan.the sad case is that he got caught after only 4 attempts.memalukan masyarakat!tsk!
anyways.
bestest best fren ader amath eoy paper tadi.hope she does well not only for this but for all the other upcoming ones too.jia you!
trg was syok.but tough.must be the fasting.serious!lepas trg jer tekak kering-kontang and takder energy utk nafas pon! raser nak muntah pon ader jugak.tapi batal karang so rugi lah.tahan jer sampai balik rumah.naseb baik sharir nye mak bleh antar balek.thank you very much sharir's family!!
biler sampai umah jer dah buker.hahak aper lagik!? attack air ler...alhamdulillah..syok giler!!lol
hais..hari ni tak msg dier pon..dier pon tak msg aku gak.aper nak buat?pandai2 lah pikiak sendiri noh..hahak
i think i gg to sleep lepas sembahyang isyak.
penat giler babs lah..
hahak
ouh and i just realised how ive demoted from being skinny to scrawny!grr!!
ok lah guess tts all..
tata!

ok from the top left: tts the beach ball me and sis have been playing with this ramadhan
to the right is the first cake made on ramadhan
then below it is the biscuit ibu made this afternoon
bottom left is all so energetic and nonsense boboy
to his right is all so fat and buddha-like lyia(we still dunnoe how to spell her name)

peeps have been asking me to "update!update!"
so i shall..

yesterday didnt do much.really.
woke up at 230pm.watched tv for a while before spending the rest of the day watching a new anime which ive been hooked to.bleh.
besides tt..helped mummy make chocolate spongecake.
actually i only helped on the electric mixer's plug lar.but still...im helping rite?ok wadever

anyways today sikit-sebyk samer lah mcm smlm.
watch anime..still am.bleh
erm watch ibu make biskot.but dunnoe if jadi ke tak psl dough dier lembek semacam.hahak! kekek la she..
so ibu keep telling me to vacumm rumah since 4pm and i only did it 10 min ago.hahak so hooked to anime la..arse toot btol.
hmm..abah gotta wear glasses to read newspaper now and he seemed to be hooked to the battleship game on the cable tv.haha! like father like son.

realised me and abah really have many things in common.example when we sit crossed legged we keep playing with our right foot's toewith our left hand's fingers.hahak and we are TAURUSES!! cool!

guess tts all now.
nak buke skarang
bye

ouh i broke my glasses again
shucks!

okeh okeh
ill make this as short as possible.
fers.today didnt train at all cos ms chan say can have off day.haha so happy.
ok den went home with the bookshop uncle.interesting guy but sadly he gotta close shop cos for some political reasons.bleh.
erm reach home den play with liya syg.shes so big and fat and cute now!!
watch some anime on comp.too tired so knock out until buker puaser.
den abah kejut but was still sleepy and blur.hahak.
makan mee goreng ibu masak and air bandung!
pas tu tgk tv den didnt go tarawih today cos adik pon tak pegi.
so ended up toking on the phone with nash.hahak funny girl lah she.
last2 org yg temankan dier bukan dier temankan org.apa dah..
but it was nice..been a while since we talk so i enjoyed it.tanx babe! haha suker eh kau wan!

dearest bestest best fren.sorry i didnt msg u much today.hope u recover from ur fever asap so u can be ready for revision and eoy.take care ok.

anyways i guess tts all fer now.
tata

ps:wonder wads up for me tmr....

yesterday was tiring.
fers out to meet pvps principal mrs goh in the morning.den went out with the guys to get nb shoe etc. after tt watch miami vice at ps. wasted my $9.50. didnt understand a single thing they say.only the cars and house syok?hahk ok.den walk2 at far east to get my twin's nye barang.went back home after tt.ate dinner at home.ibu masak my favourite dish pedas giler rabak nye.and ate tt this morning for sahur too.haha

just came back from madrasah.sian ah.learnt abt pros and cons of virtual relationships.hahak shucks!after tt wanted to cut hair but in the end cant be bothered.anyways my hair not tt long wad..hhah.erm gonna sleep now.seip energy lah katerkan..haha

orite til den
good nite?

morning..
today is my dearest's BDAE!woohoo!! happy bdae bebeh! have a pleasant year yeah! =D

last week was interesting..got myself into trouble with the school.then the boarding.haha.
didnt do the prelims properly.finished the 1 1/2 hr paper in 15min.planned for this liao.cant be bothered to story.bleh.got scolded by seah but he didnt noe how to punish us so he made us think of our own punishment which we cant be bothered to.still havent receive anything from him yet.arse toot he.ouh and majority of the staffs noes abt this.kecik nye hal pon bleh dibesar2kan.apa punya toot!
on friday many things happened.amazing things!haha only bestest best fren noes.
created trouble at boarding for the first time.received the zone colours award for the first time.took a ride on naz's dad's car for the first time.my life havent been this interesting before and its kindda nice to be naughty once in a while.its alrite.
anyways went to pvps at 8 to meet mrs goh(principal) to prepare for monday session with mariam.haha mrs goh is cool,kind and approcable. =)

anyways.watched 'HEART' during the boarding activity.nice show but can be improved on the camera angle?hahak cam paham gitu..love the theme song.love the show.love the ending.love the story-line?yeah.hahk

guess tts all for now.
blog on later in the evening.if i got mood.
which i doubt.
orite.
so long.
ouh puaser start TMR!!
yay!

halo..
decided to blog before going back to skul.so not looking forward..bleh! u ask y?hahk blardy hell cos tmr got sports science lesson which is *mf-ing* BORING and ive got math retest which i havent practised for ages.farking postponed it since 3 weeks ago la.
ok i just realised..i need a freakin LIFE.seriously.its so boring being locked up in tt 'thing'.

anyways enuff abt the complains..
RAMADHAN nak dekat and im so excited for it.only 8 more days.and 7 mores days till bestest best fren's bdae.cool ke per...?haha.suppose to stay at usop hse for the whole of ramadhan just for fun.still cant decide..and still havent inform boarding office.bleh.so leceh.lucky i wun be staying there next year.HAHA!! yessar~!!

fuck today so farking boring and vulgar.spent whole day at home.watch tv kopi-o-teh-tarik.funny ah tt guy.tok abt minah jiwang,minah kawin,minah rock,minah kental and many many more minahs all ard the world!!wahahaah!!im crazy..!!

better chao now before i crap more shits and vulgarities.
bye!
tata.

ps:currently addicted to this song- "Irwansyah ft Acha-My Heart"

hey..
k i have tons of crap to say but too freaking lazy and cant be bothered to . so ill just crap abt today ok?ok..

so today i was suppose to wake up at 8 but in the end woke up 2 hrs later.at 10.mum left money for me to buy lunch but too freaking lazy.so watch tv.they showed the movie 'ATLANTICA' and i really love it.never get sick of the movie even after wathcing it many2 times.hahak.waited for sis to wake up from her beauty slp.which took me another 2 more hours.then went out to da bao lunch with sis.she had nasi lauk kari while i had nasi lauk lemak?with super duper syok fried chicken.hehe.ouh and we bought SLURPEE too!!haha.
at 4 went out with calvin cheng ,stefan and yusof.everyone watched movie,little man,except yusof cos he came late.after the show stef gtg so wen met up with yusof.makan at long john.usop blanja me.thanks dude!after tt played LAN till 1030.took mrt home den mum called ask where i am.she sounded pissed.and worried.duhh..!!

so here i am dragging myself to blog.bleh.
ouh and tanx diyy for accompanying me..til now.i noe ur super tired but u still wanna teman me.ARIGATO GOZAIMAS!! u really are a great friend.=D
ouh and to the fellas i went out with.thank u so much for not making me waste my weekend rotting at home.ARIGATO GOZAIMAS!!

orite i guess tts all fer now.
slmt tinggal!
tata.

ps:had the weirdest dream this past weeks.most are nitemares i guess.

hey..!!
jut came from kampong..was fun actually..did alot of things..bring back the old memories when all my cousins came together to visit atok and nenek.been a hell lot of changes here and there but everyone was still crazy and fun !!
cant elaborate now.maybe next week.hahak

okok gtg bye

wei !!
ohaiyo des..!! its freakin 720am and i cant go back to sleep.so decided to blog since this will be the last opportunity before going back kampong and den straight back to prison(skul).erm didnt see the moon eclipse last nite.maybe cos of the position of my house? or maybe there wasnt even any.bleh only god noes..hehe

well i cant believe its friday already and the holidays are practically over..if u dun count the weekends.sheesh ! well i hope this trip will be a meaningful one..and hopefully atok and nenek will be in a better condition.lets just hope and pray for the best yeah !

ps: to dearest bestest best fren.sorry i didnt reply ur msg.knocked out while waiting for ur reply.hahak.sumimasen.
to nash.tanx for the company last nite. appreciate it yeah babe! *winks* hehe.ouh and keep on smiling...!! =D

well guess thats all fer now..
till den.
sayonara!
tata.

hi !!
today was great.somehow..hahak !
erm woke up early in the morning..6.30am wen im suppose to wake up way later!! grr..haha but its worth it.played with hamster(liyya) and watch tv.msged dearest but she still sleeping.hehe pegi east coast sampai tak ingat nak balek ehh...bleh.
anyways i went back to my comp but didnt noe wad to do so i went to friendster and read the bulletins posted by ppl hu have too much time and dunnoe wad to do with it...yeah i noe its goes for me too..hehe. yeah so after reading much of the posts..i found out certain things about ppl which i never knew of.cool huhs? yeap i noe...hehe.nah im not gonna give examples..

ok tt was in the morning.now the afternoon..
went out to buy lunch at west plaza.ate nasi campur.the sambal belacan was hell !! but luckily i got a big gulp to cool it off..yeh !!
ok i have no idea wth i just typed but hu cares..my eyes are gonna close any moment and my fingers are moving but not my brains.huh?! wth did i just say? dun ask..

okok i shorcut ah.
went to mosque in the evening for the nifsu syaaban thingy.recited the yaseen 3 times and doa's as intervals.den got this guy khatam the quran.its so cool.doa for him oso..hehs. ill be like him one fine day..haha
yeap den after everything we all makan cos they prepared it.its nice.
well tts the best part of my day and i wunt mind gg to anymore of this kindda things in the future.might bring along some frens too.only god noes...
ouh btw theres gonna be a moon eclipse later at 1240mn till 5am.
dunnoe if my area can see la but not goona stay up too late though.too sleepy now.

ps.i just shaved my beard and mustachio off this afternoon...clean ! hahaks and it feels so weird touching my naked chin now. bleh ! this is just random..

okok tts all fer now.
chao !
tata.

hey..
watched incredible tales just now..
it was the spookiest and freakiest episode ive seen
and now im too afraid to sleep..and to afraid to stay up too late.
SHIT !

the story's abt this grandmum(Tok Wan) who was on the verge of death but she's got this ghost which she keeps to protect her and make her rich(peleset) .now she cant die cos 'it' doesnt want to let Tok Wan leave..unless she passes 'it' to a relative.so..this stoopid bi*** came and unknowingly accepted the 'thing'. argh den this bi*** went around unknowingly using the thing to kill some asstoots along the way and almost killed her boyfren? yeah so she went back to the KAMPONG(im gg back kampong this friday.hehe) to let go of the thing.*phew* luckily got tt holy guy who helped saved the.hehe.i dunnoe..in the end that thing turned into a grasshopper and kept inside a glass cup.THE END.

its way more scary if u watched it.its the best i cud do at this late hours..oh crap its only 1130 -_-"
hahak anyways its a request by bestest best fren,diyy.
hope u can somehow understand it and enjoy it..
ouh and thanks for SCARY-ing me summore..ur a great help u noe tt!
hahak anyways aprreciate tt u were with me the whole day or i'd be rotting away..

nash-cheer up ok.i wunt noe wad ur thinking unless u tell me.i take back wad i said bout being able to sense it..tts rubbish.

well guess tts all fer now.
cheers!
tata!

ok here are the pictures..
enjoy =D





















































oh ! oh ! the girl is hani ariel and the boy is zali

ok this will be my second post for today and also to my new blog.
yay fer me !!
haha anyways today wasnt that boring after all..had some company here in the house
aunt's godchildren stayed here for a while..
had lots of fun playing with those kids =D
they're so so so so CUTE & ADORABLE !!!
argh why did they have to leave..?!?!
and bring my sister along?

yeap..
so here i am staying by my self
loner -_-"
bleh !

besides that msged my BESTEST BEST FRIEND
Diyy
and Nash.
its been awhile since we chatted
hope ur not mad..

ok i cant upload the pictures now cos got smth wrong with the server
itll be up by tmr

till den
tata!

hey ppl !!
yes its me
muhammad ridzwan..
im just your simple average teenage guy
loves music, lame jokes and his pet hamsters..
animal lover esp. cats. =D
currently studying in the sports school.
oh! oh! and "sya is a good fren"
hahk suke hati kau lah nak..
anyways this guy just wants to have a good and purposeful life
aite ?
orite..

till then..
enjoy the current updates ?
bleh
tata..