heyhey!
well spent the whole day at home watching movies today =))
managed to catch my favourite anime movie NARUTO the movie and naruto the movie 2.
all i could say was they were really awesome.thats is if u are an anime fanatic in the fers place.haha
erm yeah anyways tmrs Hari Raya Haji and guess wad?im spending it alone!hahah well sort of la.tmr morning go for prayers at mosque and then head to mak long's.spend a few hours there den cabot home.oh yeah abang man is having his korban tmr and im gonna see =D
usop killer oso gonna korban tmr..asked me go see but i gotta go aunts house =(
wonder whens my turn? =/
hehe.
well guess thats it.
oh btw i injured my hamstring while attempting to do the split on friday and now it hurts even to walk =(
hopefully this 3 days rest can help me recover faster.
i better get some sleep now or tmr nak bagon macam ayam berak kapur!
good nite.

was at usops yesterday.it only took us 1hour this time to go from my place to his! it was great cos i didnt feel tired during and after the journey and didnt stop for a break like i used to.hehe im so proud of myself. =D finally got to put my laptop into action at his house cos the wireless connection there was much better.spent the whole day there doing nth but watch movie and wating for something to happen.oh yes then i tagged along with the family for dinner at bilal's retaurant.it was really nice and i dun mean the food =( heheh.it was already cold and the place was air conditioned and it was raining ouside.PLUS i was wearing my new balance berms which didnt help me feel warm!=(
today took taxi from usop hse cos it was raining super heavily.trg was quite easy today.did intervals and stomach back plus all the other exercises.jumpers didnt have trg today!sheesh! anyways yeah giggs dad fetch us back and had lunch there.ok now everything seemed to go wrong after i left his place to go back home.first!! somebody msged me and it WASNT A PLEASANT one! secondly! i didnt have enuff money in my pocket to take 2 buses.third! my foot got stuck in the mud outside ikea there and when i tried to pull it out MY flip flops got stuck and my whole foot were covered with mud plus my whole bag got splashed mud too! forth! i didnt bring back my one and only glasses and now my eyes are crying in pain!argh!!
hais...=(( sedih..sedih...kenaper so pathetic?
nak look on the positive side?well i got my cap which protected me from the rain and mud too!hahha and my laptop didnt fall to the victiom of the rain?and mud?hahah wadever lah
yeah guess thats abt it.
good nite
looks like ill be flying solo now.
well it didnt make any difference.

ok crap woke up at 4pm today.usop came yesterday evening.as usual he cycled here..hahah erm yeah then at 130am we cycled to the nearest 7eleven store.ended up we cycled our way to pasir park and went back home at 7am! wanted to watch the sun rise but ter-sleep pulak..=( by the time we reach home sumer orang dah pergi batam for shopping.cycled to tamp for dinner.tmr going to cycle to usop's cos i promise him so if he stayed over for another day.
orite gonna sleep now.
good nite.

orite these past few days was great.

although it was raining and flooding,i must always look on the bright side of life rite?

heheh and so i did..went shopping with a friend of mind.well not really shopping ah but window shopping?huh?ahah yeah.anyways got myself a cap and it somehoew suits me.although i do look like a 'mat', i still like it.hehe.

den the next day still raining and flooding even more!but still went training.hahaha training was super fun!did 6 different exercises and the rest in between were long.hahak everyone was cracking jokes and laughing like crazy!hahak balpreet kana suan by yusof so many times but she still relek only.lol.wad a sport!

it started to rain super duper crazily heavy after training and only had 2 kaput umbrellas to share with 4 people.hahak although the umbrellas didnt help much cos we were still drenched wen we reach the busstop.the journey was fun and hilarious!empat manusia dengan 2 payung kaput jalan dalam hujan lebat giler mampuih! hahah riuh satu kampong! gerek giler babs nye...in the we found out that giggs(who were with us) parents were coming to fetch him from trg.hahha cud have fetch us too but no regrets! every droplet of rain i got hit by was worth it!

today a bit terror cos i caught the flu virus.but still trained with the runny nose.did 5 sets of 200m hurdles.then went home and had major fever!didnt sleep though.played comp all the way until anak metropolitan 2 started.suzhairie is so cool!haha.den in the evening went to find my laptop and guess wad?i FINALLY GOT IT!!hahahah woohoo!!syok giler babe...

orite best..3 of the items in my wishlist for 2007 have been fulfilled.

1. get new phone/at least new batts ( -_-")
2. get a laptop
3. new glasses
4. new spikeshoe
5. new bike
6. new GF (JUST KIDDING! ;P)

well i better get some rest now.good nite.

friday,saturday and sunday was super freaking tiring!
friday after training mariam's mum fetch me home so can take my time for friday prayers.den after tt had to rush to kallang and meet giggs for soccer at 'the cage'.played for 2 hours den went straight to mak ngah house at yishun.datang jer terus kener cuci pinggan mangkok.hahak damn!decided to go back earlier so dad tell me take 39 home.
saturday pulak woke up at 10(missed subuh =P).
go back yishun ad guess wad?cuci pinggan mangkok lagi ler..but this time had to help out with the dapur department.heheh funny and kecoh ah the makciks-makciks there.eventhough i could feel the tiredness but tetap kener tolong jugak..kakak sedare punya pasal gua ikhlas beb!! lol.anyways yeah nikah start kol 6 lebih ah.abg mohamad lafaz sekali jer!hahah but could see the tension in his face ah.aper tak nye,all eyes and ears on u brudder...but congratulations to the two of u.semoga kekal abadi bersama.went back at ard 1am.slept ard 230am.
today wake up at 9(miss subuh again).
balik yishun lagi..but this time got no duty ah so lepak one coner with relatives.they had karaoke session.everyone was sobo-ing each other.abah sang once,pak lang sang 4 times(all english ok!), busu iza once,angah twice etc.oh and we had a special guess.haji kassim selamat who sang his original song,la obe and angan-angan bilis.den gedebak-gedebuk sampai rumah terus on comp and here i am blogging.
im so tired and i need someone to follow me shopping tmr.
seriously.
bye.
wad are u thinking rite now baby?

was surfing the web when i came across this article.

it says: "i have difficulties expressing my feelings and problems to even my loved ones.
and i am really hoping that i could just blurt out my problems to the world.
i am so tired of keeping them.
i am so tired of breaking down.
i dont think i can take them anymore.
i'm in a need to express out my feelings..."

then i thought, oh my god! thats exactly wads happening to me! to some it may seem ridiculous but hey everyone has their weakness rite? and sadly the case is,this weakness has made my relationship very shaky. although i may look ok on the outside but inside, my heart burns.it cries begging for someone to help.HELP!!

dear someone,
i check out your blog every morning and every night, even though i know that you wont be posting this month. i just wanna know how you are and how have you been doing. to know that you're happy makes me happy. to tell you the truth, im sometimes afraid of replying your smses because im afraid that if i say something wrong it'll make you feel mad or sad. hmm maybe thats why i dun talk much too cos im afraid. i know you're a good person. you have tried to make me open up to you even if im so freaking hard -headed(kepala batu).it makes me feel that you care. i want to be showed care and love just like you do. most of the time i dont feel the chemistry between us anymore. maybe its my fault? when i shut up.you're not happy and find excuses like 'i wanna sleep' or 'im tired' to escape from me. wth am i suppose to say then?? sorry that i suck at words.and i dun make u seem like im interested.you make me feel alive in my dead world every time ur with me.when u talk about other guys trying to get close with u,i am jealous even though i always say 'nah..its ok' or 'sure no problem'. heck you! why the hell wouldnt i be?! you're my girlfriend for goodness sakes!

now i realise.it is my fault.my fault not telling you all this so long time ago.
i love you.i FUCKING do.
im afraid to lose you.
you're the one who makes me feel good.
you're the only one who can give me the 'nite coughs'
you're the only one who can give me the 'nice chills' at nite.

listen and respond.

we are getting nowhere....

but down.

ok just a quicky.

yesterday went cycling with nazri.started at his house den went to bedok resevoir.tampines park,pasir ris park.by the time we reached pasir ris park it was 630.the scenery was awesome.it was so calm and the sky was so just beautiful.rest at the rocks and crapped for half an hour before moving on.wanted to cycle to changi village but his bike cannot take it.plus i practically destroyed his paddle(but i bought him a new pair rite away ok!) hehe budget ones ah.guess thats it for tmr?yeah.

today trg did hurdles while the sprinters did 150mX5.first time coach tegur me.hehe quite scary la the first few times but then i realised thats just the way the talks =/ anyways giggs will be staying over at my place for this week.its nice to have company in the house sometimes.got myself a hair cut today.dun really like it la but wad to do?just have to wait till it grows back...which will take ages for my case! plus today wanted to go out but in the end cancel.hais..

ok thats all for today.

cabot.

argh you fucker! always giving me a heartache!

orite came back from cycling an hour ago. this time with my OWN bike!! wahahahah!!! after trg we(kang, pak usop and i) went to pak usop house.rest and change there before going to rp for lunch.den me and pak usop went for friday prayers while kang go back pak usop house and rest there. went back to nap to nap before starting our journey. started cycling at 5? ard there ah. cycled to the south of singapore. bicycle brakes gave a hell lot of problems. everytime stop, surely cos of my brakes. heheh. =P new bike summore. anyways..rode up to mount faber i think. wah the view is so SEDAP...hehe. although it was hell climbing it but the downlope was super duper extra deedupeer rewarding!!! serious...tak bohong..after that went to this secret but not so secret place where "if you noe you noe but if u dunnoe u dunnoe?" haha yeah. ate roti john and satay before moving on. with the extra load on...fuyoi!! the 'gear' also extra heavy.hehe.ouh btw saw an 'almost' accident between a taxi and two stoopid crazy girls who cross the freaking road wen the bright red man is on. wah senja2 summore. scary beb...!! sampai almost terkencet pat sluar. kwahx3!! funny sia u ridzwan!! -_-"
okok cycled to east coast park.was damn syok ah..the cool sea breeze blowing and the nice fresh air(compared to the road). cycle cycle cycle until we reach changi village. ate dessert den we all gotta go SHEE SHEE. hahak got in oni wah piang got that shit smell sia! ler...ruper2 nye mamat ni terberak pat lantai! wah..aper lagi kener tengking ngan bapak dier on the spot! hehe ok so thats our last pit stop before we all went home..even pak usop hu stays at woodlands. still cycling now..hopefully. all the best 'FRIEND' ;)
ok so now here i am blogging...bleh.
mater dah layu giler ni...but brain still crazy dun want me to sleep.
ouh thanks KAWAN for the songs.
ortie gtg.
good nite.
im still missing u...

HAHAHAH!! YESSSAR!! finally got my bike! now in pak usops house. still need to 'operate' here and there before can start REMPIT-ing. heheh! orite so one of my wish down. still got 5-1 more to go. man man lai...
today trg was madness. warm only damn tiring. dunnoe why la but somehow trg with Slava super tiring even though i did the exercises before. plus this is his low intensity. hmm..no wonder those malaysian guys super fast. his low intensity is our normal trg! wth la..crazy rite?!hahah.anyways did 150m X 2 (test). then bunny hop 5 sets. one leg hopping 1 set plus 2 boundings. and thats it! BUT it was freaking tiring lar!! shucks man..can stress it enuff.hais..but lucky gym trg wont start till next year.
then went to pak usop house. lepak there awhile before we went to get my bike. after that went around woodlands just to season the bike, went back to his house before going back home.
watched one of my favourite shows, wildboyz! hahak this time they went to India! hahah crazy..they went to this temple where 'The Kamasutra' originated, taught and still does! hahah the whole temple was carefully carved with the different Kamasutra positions.hehheh the caretaker there told them that the architech who built the temple liked women with big boobs cos all the carved out women had BIG boobs! lol! then they met this guy who had his gift 'hidden'..literally. yes its his weenie, penis, d**k, c**k, magic stick etc.hehe. he could pull a car with 2 passengers inside over 30m or so.
0.0 *im speechless* 0.0
ouh yeah they met this guy who could stick a nail into his eye.hahahah crap man...thats why i love the show so much! its for bored ppl who wants to be entertained! well done la..
gonna sleep early again tonite.
im missing you...=(

ok was watching youtube wen i came across a video made by the 'Belia2 masjid'.have already linked them.just click on the link to find out more abt them.
anyways...today went around surveying for my bike with pak usop.tmr also going..i cant wait to get that bike! abah say can get by this week and he willing to 'top-up' for me.that'll really help a whole lot cos might be going cycling again this weekend and the bike isnt cheap.
thats that.
just now trg not as bad.did walking hurdles.plus an extra exercise-hopping.lucky the hurdle put to the lowest height if not die la..!! coach told us that he did ONE-LEG HOP over TEN HURDLES eith the height of 99.1cm!sheesh!!no wonder so pro.his p.b. for 400h was 50.9s and 110h was 13.71s.kk and he did that when he was only 18yrs old.basket!
today is the 5th of december.two more days till adik nye birthday and im not getting her anything.aiyah hu cares?like as we celebrate birthdays..=/ besides,she'll be staying over my aunts house again for god noes how long..?good for her la.at least she got company there to layan her.stay at home oso nothing to do cos everyone usually not home.
tmr got test again..this time its 150m.i noe i'll do badly for it.for sure!ouh yeah.2 of my juniors joined the group.noreen and piriyah.hahah!!and maybe this certain superstar-wannabe joining also.sorry =P
ok guess thats all for now.tired ready wanna sleep early.
btw well done to the soccer boys for the consistent wins.
keep up the good work!
ps.lord of the rings rocks!
even after watching it kebezillion times!
im missing you...=(

ok basically im blogging cos im bored and someone told me to.
today trg got test-60mX2, standing board jump and 300m which i did terribly.didnt feel tired after the test though, but legs were heavy and full of lactic.obviously cos of the cycling and WALKING from ponggol to woodlands in the middle of the nite!
hahah!stooopid me, must cycle over a nail! road so damn big still must hit that spot..sheesh.aiyo its pak usops bike summore..=( anyways cycling so ROCKS! kk i gotta get my own bike a.s.a.p. so can go cycling again and at least if i run over a nail again it'll be on my bike! great expirience.saw some real remp-it! it was so cool la..got this guy ride his motorcycle pass us and he turn on the nitro!wah piang wei..!fatal ah!!hahah but so ngeri ah..if got collision confirm fly..straight to hospital...-__-"
ouh yeah..started training with the new coach,mr slava smth-smth.his from serbia and a 110m hurdler.coached my rival and now he coaches me =/?! well at least now i dun have to worry about speaking malay all the time cos mr slava here speaks malay fluently than english.hmmm..cool rite.yes of cos.wonder wads for trg tmr..?

hais...im so bored.
im missing you...=(